Tired.
Well, I had my post op appointment. My stitches are out and I don't have to have my ankle wrapped with gauze, but that is all that has changed. I don't sleep on a good schedule. It took me hours and falling asleep five times to write a two page, double-spaced paper on something I've literally (no I don't mean figuratively here) have learned about since my psychology 1101 class my first semester of college in fall 2008. So, I guess my question is, when will enough be enough? I can't drop my classes because my health insurance relies on it. I thought I was turning the corner because I'm no longer in straight up pain and am not taking pain killers. What is happening is my anxiety is so high that it's causing a histamine reaction and giving me a rash and hives that are dependent on Benadryl, Xanax, and a prescription lotion to try and control....I'm still itchy. This is a really self-serving, sad post and I know it, but I'm so tired. I'm tired of